Usually when times are rough I turn to inspiration, think about things, and move on. I have a collection of movies I watch over and over again and depending on my problem, I know which movie I should watch to get myself to think about things and help myself find answers. I have a quotes file and words I’ve kept written down from a wise friend–all of these things are where I turn for wisdom, for light, when things are hard and I have to pick myself up.

Right now nothing works. I watch new movies, read new books, new quotes, it doesn’t help. I have no wisdom for these problems, and the more I think about things, the more problems I come to see.

I need to do something, change some things, I see that much. Right now all I’m doing though is sitting here and waiting on my brain to figure out what to do next. Searching for answers I don’t know exactly how to find.

I guess this blog post is really vague, but there is so much it’s hard to sum it all up. Mainly my problem, I think, is loneliness. I guess I should make sure I really know what the problems are before I can figure out how to fix them though, right?